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Couch Mouse House – Responding to Jon Acuff

I read this provoking article by Jon Acuff, a frankly brilliant writer whom you should all make certain to connect with.

In it, he discusses how those with attachment disorders hoard rubbish.

‘Often, the people lose their kids in order to maintain their hoarding lifestyle. The trash is more important. The numbness that hoarding offers is too enticing and you watch in shock as everything in life is given up so that a homeowner can crawl back inside a warm rubbish cocoon.’

Sin is often costly and like the hoarding disorder, often irrational. Hoarding pain, guilt, anxiety for many is a dangerous obsession. It packs the heart full of bitterness. As cliché as it sounds, ‘hurt people, hurt people’. To hoard guilt is to inflict that pain on others.

I am challenged by Jon’s prophetic words which indeed speak into my heart. Perhaps I should stop denying that I do it. That is, hoarding self-hate as if I’m making an investment into the ‘piety’ account. All I am really doing is dishing out pain to those who are close and warning off those who might want to come near.

Perhaps Jon’s words challenge what I believe about repentance and forgiveness. I totally believe the Lord transforms one’s social experience when one repents. Perhaps I have forgotten that the Lord also gave us things like thoughts, feelings, emotions which are also redeemed when he forgives us. Read the rest of this entry »

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Valentines Blessing

It hurts me to write this. Really, I’d rather dip my face in burning acid than admit it, but one of the clearest and most blessed ways by which God reveals himself is by the union of man and woman.

Marriage shows the perfect representation of the invisible God, as together man and woman are in his likeness. Similarly, those who are married can testify to the Gospel of Jesus Christ and the mystery of his love for the Church.

So these words I want to bless those who are married and those who are on the way towards it.

May the Spirit of the Divine
Bind you to one another
With the ties of love and service
Obedience and honour
Which are good and right in the sight of God

May you learn together what it means to be human
Formed in the image of the Most Holy

May you bring honour to Jesus through your conduct and conscience
Glorifying our Risen Saviour
And baring witness to the great Lover
The Bridegroom who loves his people

May God be pleased to manifest his presence with you
And may he rejoice over you
His dear children

Amen

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Her Name was Veronica

Today I met an elderly lady at a church I was preaching at.

This is her story.

As a younger woman, she was in hospital, ill, near death. Her husband was in the process of leaving her with three children to take care of. Her illness led to her becoming isolated, alone. After years of poor living, bad choices and hurting this woman, a struggling mother, she was left scared and desperate in the house.

Her husband threatened to take her children from her, as she was emotionally and mentally ruined. Veronica was a wreck of a person, and this is the wreck Jesus met.

One day when out of the house, accompanied by a nurse, a kind lady spoke to her. She asked, would you like for the minister to visit you?

“I’d like that” she replied
“Where is it that you live”
“I… I don’t know where I live”

The nurse confirmed this, and proceeded to give this kind lady Veronica’s address.

This brief… almost insignificant exchange was revolutionary.

The pastoral visit was straightforward. They came and shared the message of Jesus, that all our sins could be forgiven through him.

‘What, even me?”
“Most certainly, you can be accepted by God too, through Jesus”
“Well, it can’t mess my life up any more than it is already”

And with that, the Lord took Veronica by the hand, loving, guiding, comforting. She was baptised at a local church, and the Lord worked through her to see 37 more people baptised in the next 2 years.

A little old lady named Veronica spoke to me, a month after her husband had departed this world. Jesus Christ had become her treasure and her great reward. This woman, closer than I to the veil of eternity, knew what it meant to be captivated by Jesus in all things.

She blessed me in more ways than I could ever put into words here.

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Born again, again

It happened again. You know, that thing.

I don’t know what it is for you, but for me it’s always that one thing which seems to be the measure of my faith. If I do this thing, or don’t do that thing, then I know I’m a Christian. I know I’m saved.

But I failed again. I did that act or thought that thought or didn’t do that thing I was supposed to do.

And so, I know I must again pray:

Dear God, forgive me.
I’m sorry for failing you.
Help me not do do it again, please be near me now

Amen

I’ve memorised several of these prayers and I cycle them round each time I fail God. I pray them fairly often. I come to Christ to be forgiven and receive new birth, again.

What about you? I spend vast amounts of my time feeling like a failure, failing God, failing the expectations of others and failing my expectations of myself.

I just don’t want to do that one thing anymore! Read the rest of this entry »

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Deadline Prayer

May the Lord honour the work
I have done in his name

May he bless my endeavour
As I have sought his will

May he grant me peace
and rest from this work

For after the Lord’s work, he rested
And I shall rest with him.

Lord, I trust my cares into your hands.

And acknowledge that I have reached my limits.

Glorify your name, do what I cannot do.
And give me the gift of rest, true trust in you.

In Christ’s name

Amen

John Piper on Sexual Sin

The root of the issue is the ‘joy of our salvation’

The misuse of sex is a symptom of a loss of our relationship with God

This has been real ‘good news’ for me.

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Bigger than words

What does God look like?

Do you perceive him as a human? Perhaps a little taller than anyone else. Farer looking, glowing skin perfect hair? Strange glow? warm, inviting posture?

Or maybe he’s sitting on a throne, and he’s got a lightning bolt in his hand.

And in front of him you measure up somewhere close to God’s knee-cap.

How do you describe the way God looks? What words do you use to frame God?

The perceptive reader might have noticed that this question is nonsense. If God is God, then matters of looks are ridiculous, since he created light and matter and the human eye and the ability to see colours and shapes and even the words to describe what we see. It’s like reading a novel and asking as your most pressing question ‘did the author use a pen or a pencil?’

Irrelevant, ridiculous, silly.

But these are the sort of thoughts I have had about God. Read the rest of this entry »

A New Creation or A Rather Nice Person

I wrote this post for a friend’s blog. Hes a great guy with great writing talent, posts thoughtful things at: alijohnson.org.uk

One of the most remarkable features of the Christian story, in which I participate, is the inner renewal it brings. This is witnessed in scripture – ‘Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.’ (2 Corinthians 5:17) and experienced by many believers over the centuries. The Apostle Paul knew first hand the transforming power of Jesus Christ, but there are others too: Nicky Cruz, William Wilberforce, John Wesley are the ones which spring quickly to mind.

But God doesn’t do that, anymore, does he?

God doesn’t take ordinary, broken and confused men and women and create in them wonderful things.

Because that seems to be how we often live. Read the rest of this entry »

How Majestic Your Name

Sadly I can’t see the moon from my current position, without straining to look around.

I think the night sky can unite many of us, throughout the ages and across the world people have looked up, out and encountered something far bigger and outside of themselves

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Work ceases in the dark. Tending of fields and growing of crops can’t be done at night. This is animportant fact, if you are living in the ancient near east, where crop growing is one of the central activities of your countries economy.

Funnily enough, not a lot has changed. Most work still occurs in the daytime, when the sun rules the sky and its brightness and warmth permits life to carry on.

One of the great kings of the ancient near east, called David, wrote on the night sky. His words carry weight for me tonight.

3 When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
4 what is man that you are mindful of him,
and the son of man that you care for him?

The eighth Psalm is a wonderful one. The night sky, for this song writer, reminds him that God’s concern for his people extends into the night time. When working ceases and we must surrender our bodies to sleep, God has set the moon and stars in the sky to watch over us. When we are busy resting, God is still at work.

What grace! What astonishing love and care! God who is above and outside of our world still cares for it, when we surrender our control and our activity.

This was the perplexity of the king. It’s amazing to think that God would hold man in his hands

5 Yet you have made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honor.
6 You have given him dominion over the works of your hands;
you have put all things under his feet,

Whilst we have been given great responsibility over creation, there comes a point where we must surrender that control, as we rest and sleep.

I want to remember this year, a new school year, that God is mindful of me, even when I am mindful of… well nothing at all. I don’t need to be strong, wise or great for God to be mindful of me. What a relief!

O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
You have set your glory above the heavens.
God I seek the peace that comes from knowing where I stand
That comes from knowing that I am a limited being, that I don’t have all the power
Or all the wisdom
Or all the glory
For these are yours, and they are gifts bestowed upon fragile human frames
God remember me, be mindful of me when I cease to be mindful of anything at all
For your name is majestic in all the earth
Amen

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This isn’t a new years resolution.

Happy new year. Though in the immortal words of a college friend of mine: “How do you know it’s going to be a happy year?”

Dieting, drinking less and cutting out smoking: These were among the new years resolutions amongst my friends. By 1 AM, the smoker caved and I’m fairly sure some of my drinking friends woke up feeling a little fragile.

Each New Year, people are honest enough to say they wished things were different in their lives. Yet year-in, year-out these changes don’t seem to occur. Gritting your teeth, asserting your self-will and being sincere, determined enough doesn’t seem to get very far.

I wonder sometimes, if this is the attitude we have toward the Good News of Jesus. God, in undeserved love, comes to save humanity from the mess it’s in. This is primarily accomplished by Jesus on the cross and continued by God’s work through his Holy Spirit.

But making this Gospel part of our lives is often a challenge. I know I have often decided to try my hardest to be a better person, as defined by the wonderful ‘modern’ ethical assertion that each individual person has the completely independent power to become a good person in his or her own eyes.

But as I have sought God over this year, I have come to understand that this is nonsense.

No, this is not the Gospel.

The Gospel says that I cannot do what is right by myself, indeed I can’t even know what is right with my own resources. When I want to do the right thing, I inevitably do only what is best for me.

This New Year, I want to seek God.

Because I know I have not got the power to transform myself or my situation.

But God does.

And so, each day I shall pray for the things I need, for healing and wholeness and for God to help me to follow him. Now, your needs will be different to mine, so think about what it is you need to ask God for. The Gospel is not self help. It is not trying harder. It is the good news of God with us.

I’ll pray something like this:

Dear God,
Thank you for yesterday and the goodness you showed me
I am sorry for the selfishness and pride that controlled me
Please forgive me.

God, I rise this morning
And ask for your Spirit within me
Please give me self control, humbleness and obedience to your will
These things are sweeter to me than the finest riches
I don’t want to be lost to evil, hate, anger, lust, gossip and pride
Protect me.

God, grant to me your great love
So I can share it with everyone you take me to today.
And glorify your name

Amen

So what about you?

Seek God.