Finally Human Thoughts on being a person

30Jan/100

99 Balloons – God gives, God takes

Jon Acuff posted this on his site

They key verse is Job 1:21:

And he said, “Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked shall I return. The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.”

What do you think?

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28Jan/104

Born again, again

It happened again. You know, that thing.

I don't know what it is for you, but for me it's always that one thing which seems to be the measure of my faith. If I do this thing, or don't do that thing, then I know I'm a Christian. I know I'm saved.

But I failed again. I did that act or thought that thought or didn't do that thing I was supposed to do.

And so, I know I must again pray:

Dear God, forgive me.
I'm sorry for failing you.
Help me not do do it again, please be near me now

Amen

I've memorised several of these prayers and I cycle them round each time I fail God. I pray them fairly often. I come to Christ to be forgiven and receive new birth, again.

What about you? I spend vast amounts of my time feeling like a failure, failing God, failing the expectations of others and failing my expectations of myself.

I just don't want to do that one thing anymore!

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27Jan/100

Lessons in Honesty

Struggling? Been praying for change? God has finally heard my cry.

Here's how it worked for me:

"Hey dude, can we talk"

"Sure"

(Later)

"I've been really struggling with X"

"Thank you so much for sharing that, I've been really struggling with Y"

"Can we talk about X and Y more often"

"That would be amazing"

"Let's pray"

The conversation was amazing. The Lord draws near as we open ourselves to each other, as God seems to glorify himself most when we humble ourselves beyond what is comfortable.

This is what God has done for me tonight. He heard my prayers.

He is good.

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25Jan/100

People Management in the Wilderness

In my country, I have the privilege of having a Bible in my own language, and have no problem getting my hands on one. God is good.

A few months ago, I realised that I had no excuse not to read this book. I mean, I am a fairly fast reader and 20 minutes a day really isn't a great cost. So when I go over myself, I committed myself to read the Bible every day. In fact I'm on track to get through the Bible in a year. If you've never done this, I'd recommend it. It's a wonderful discipline and frankly the only discipline I have enough self control to actually put into practice. I follow this reading plan which you can download into your favourite calendar application.

So at the moment I'm halfway through Exodus and loving it. In case you've never read the Bible, it's a thrilling story. Human beings have messed it up big time, But God chooses this guy called Abraham (Genesis 12) and through him decides that all that bad stuff is going to be undone. The part of the story I'm up to now is a few centuries later, when Abraham has become the nation of Israel, who were slaves in Egypt. But God decides to demonstrate his character by saving this nation, and bringing them out of Egypt.

Then they spend a lot of time wondering in the middle of nowhere.

After Egypt, the people are in the wilderness somewhere between Egypt and Palestine.

It's a great story.

Moses is the hero, who leads the people out of Egypt, who stretches out his hand and parts the sea, who hits a rock and fresh water comes out. He of course became the leader of the people.

But Moses forgets that he's not the hero of the story. God is.

This guy called Jethro watches Moses judge all the people. Moses decided things for the people when they had an issue. And Jethro, in what must be an almighty flash of common sense, says 'What you are doing is not good' (Ex 18:17). Moses is going to burn himself out.

Additionally, nowhere before this point has God actually given the people any laws, yet Moses says he makes known the laws of God.

But this isn't how it works in God's community.

Moses gets a bunch of guys he can trust, and sets them up as elders over the people to encourage them to obey God. But what to obey?

The 10 commandments are famously dictated to the people from a mountain top. Why? So that all people would know that God is bigger than one man, God is bigger than our ideas. And he shows that no one gets a special privilege. Everybody gets the chance to hear what God says.

I find it interesting that God gives his laws AFTER Moses sets up these leaders. Literally the next chapter, God speaks to the people.

It's like God is saying 'This is me, this isn't Moses' 'I'm your hero, I'm your king, I'm your rescuer and your love.'

The elders and decision makers exist to hold people accountable to a law they have all heard. They don't get to make it up.

God is so committed to his people that he sets up this system where people can ask questions and have help in applying his laws to their lives. That's his grace.

I wonder if I have those around me who will encourage me to obey God. It's not about people telling me their best ideas, but examining the scriptures and honestly holding my life in that light. I ask God for such men and women in my life, and thank God for those he has given me.

People management in God's community is not about good ideas, but about honestly seeking to obey him in all things.

Glory to his name.

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23Jan/100

On Being Different

A friend of mine came out with this the other day.

'Being different is something amazing, its not a punishment...
because then people notice you,
and look at why you're different and question themselves
it has its own reward'
What do you think?
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23Jan/104

Here I pitch my tent

Today, at college, we spent the day in quiet reflection. We were asked to reflect on what we wanted to 'build' for God this semester, and then make it out of clay.

I'm not the best clay sculptor, and so I made a simple teepee. It wasn't very good and it fell flat a few times, but you know? I kind of liked it. It reminded me that I'm not really the best person in the world.

Here's a poem I wrote:

Here I pitch my tent
It's not very good
Strength is not it's pride
Not many will find it comfortable

Yet here I pitch my tent
And if 'here' should fail
And my tent comes down
Why be concerned? It's just a tent

Here I pitch my tent
Exposed
Open
For all to see

Here I pitch my tent
Pitch yours with me

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21Jan/100

Deadline Prayer

May the Lord honour the work
I have done in his name

May he bless my endeavour
As I have sought his will

May he grant me peace
and rest from this work

For after the Lord's work, he rested
And I shall rest with him.

Lord, I trust my cares into your hands.

And acknowledge that I have reached my limits.

Glorify your name, do what I cannot do.
And give me the gift of rest, true trust in you.

In Christ's name

Amen

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19Jan/100

John Piper on Sexual Sin

The root of the issue is the 'joy of our salvation'

The misuse of sex is a symptom of a loss of our relationship with God

This has been real 'good news' for me.

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14Jan/105

If I shall not be one with a woman, who shall I be one with?

Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and they shall become one flesh. (Gen 2:24)

I was created with the desire to be with a woman.

Adam, in the garden of Eden - even before sin seperated him from God - desired the company of another person. God heard this desire, and made for man a companion, like him yet different. Equally in God's image, yet not in the image of the man. She was woman. Different. Unique. The only one right for the man.

And so the Biblical theology of marriage is that it is a union that existed first in the perfect presence of God.

Marriage, the union of man and woman for life, was the climax of the creation. You can see this, because it was the last act before sin entered the Garden. Humans most fully reflect the nature of God in this union.

So then it is natural for man to desire woman.

He comes pre-loaded with all these desires and feelings he wants to share with a woman.

He comes with a space ready in his spirit that the woman can fill.

I was created with the desire to be with a woman.

I have this space in my spirit for a woman to fill.

I am pre-loaded with desires and feelings I want to share with a woman.

Yet as it is, and as it may be for many years, I am single.

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14Jan/101

Singleness and Intimacy

This evening I had a fantastic conversation with a friend about my family and the ways I struggle being single

The issues were unresolved, but it was a blessing to know that the other person really cared and wanted to know.

Singleness does not mean I can't be close to other people.

In God, all things are possible. Even living life single.

And here, in God's kingdom, are the power and resources to do life for God's glory.

Even in all the struggles and hurts and joys and smiles, God is more satisfying.

Today I experienced that as reality.

I hope God makes it happen more.

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